It has been two weeks since Jayen's last seizure. I have been waiting for this one. I knew it was coming. This morning Jayen had another seizure. It was similar to what he usually has. I know that he is physically drained when he has seizures but mommy is emotionally drained. I can't wrap my brain around how it would feel to not worry, to not have to wake up in a panic everyday wondering if we/he will have another one. Yes, I said we. I feel a different pain. I feel this helplessness. I know this isn't about me, but I don't know how long I can continue this. Mommy is loosing it!
Jayen's birthday is this weekend and all I wish is for these damn things to go away!
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