We bought 9 balloons and let them go tonight. One for each of the 9 weeks of this horrible drug. I'm so thankful that it made him seizure free (at least so far!!) but it changed him and turned him into something and someone else. We will always love him no matter how he looks or acts. He is our baby and I treasure any moment we have together.
Letting the balloons go was like letting all the stress and horrible memories go with them. I cried after every one. Whenever the balloon was no longer visible the pain just seemed to go with it! It was such a great feeling, just letting go!
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