Let him sleep. For when he wakes he will move mountains!
Even though it is summer time, Jayen is attending extended school year services. His teacher has mentioned numerous times how tired Jayen is at school. One of the days I even withheld his ADHD meds to see if he would be more "awake" for her and still she said he was just so tired. We haven't done anything to his schedule and he has never slept through the night. This morning he was sleeping in (in my bed) but it was getting close to the time the bus was going to be here to pick him up. I was really getting antsy but for some reason couldn't wake him. Every time I got close to him to wake him, images of him waking and having a seizure kept coming to mind. I don't know that those images will ever leave my brain. I don't know that I will ever not be scared when he wakes up. I don't know that I will ever stop worrying when the next one will be. I don't know that I will ever be able to wake him from sleep. I just don't know when I will ever stop wondering and worrying.
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